2.03.2006

Fix you

"When you try your best but you don't succeed
when you get what you want not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you"
There seem to exist some things that just can't be fixed, as if they were made broken. Maybe the soul purpose of these things is brokenness or maybe the only way they function at all is because they are broken and if you were to somehow fix them they would no longer work or know their purpose. Maybe some things prefer their brokenness, maybe some people prefer their brokenness, and still maybe some relationships prefer their broken disfunctionality. I guess it is possible that if pieces stay apart for long enough they begin to lose their shape and form and can never fit back together the way they once did.
I am a fixer. It disheartens me to think there may exist some things that I just can't fix.

3 comments:

HiveRadical said...

I think it's simply a testament to the value of indivduality, personal identity and agency in the great eternal scheme. God loving us to endure decisions some of us may make to permenantly cut off some of our connections to His love and grace.

Anonymous said...

It could not be worded better. I am praying for you. Really, I am. I'm not just saying that.I hate when people say they are praying for you but really are not.

I love you, I wish I could just snap my fingers and let God be the fixer, but I try to do it on my own more often than not, which leads me only to find more brokenness.A cycle? ..I think so..

You are beautful!

A.J. said...

Hailey, you are awesome. Thanks very much for loving me! I, as well, love you!