just a couple of Red Sea photos.

Sunset with Egypt in the distance.

covenant and commission.

Last night, at sunset, began the Passover, according to the Jewish calendar, and it ends at nightfall on April 6th, which puts the crucifixion sometime in the next day. Although these holidays are not really celebrated in this country, it is rather surreal to be in the places where the OT prophecies about these things were written, at this time of year. These days are so much more than holidays, they are the days that all of history changed forever; they are the dividing line between the old and new covenant, between death under the law and life in the Messiah. I was reading this passage today and the colored section really struck me....

"It was just before the Passover Feast. Jesus knew that the time had come for him to leave this world and go to the Father. Having loved his own who were in the world, he now showed them the full extent of his love.

The evening meal was being served, and the devil had already prompted Judas Iscariot, son of Simon, to betray Jesus. Jesus knew that the Father had put all things under his power, and that he had come from God and was returning to God; so he got up from the meal, took off his outer clothing, and wrapped a towel around his waist. After that, he poured water into a basin and began to wash his disciples' feet, drying them with the towel that was wrapped around him."John 13:1-5

We talk a lot at my church about the idea of Covenant and Commission...basically Identity and then calling. That these ideas are interwoven all throughout Scripture, that we are first given an identity and called out to go. I think this is what this passage in regards to Jesus is saying. It is because He knew his standing (identity) that He could, in deep humility, serve (calling) His disciples, even the one He knew would betray Him unto death. No one was taking anything from His identity or taking His power from Him because He knew it belonged to Him and only He could freely give it up, which He did. He knew where He came from and where He was going, so He was able to fulfill His Commission...the work of the Father.
Being here in Jordan, at Mount Nebo, at the Red Sea is not just a neat experience, it is a reminder that I am (my identity and calling) the direct result of things that happened here thousands of years ago...a story God has been writing since before the dawn of time.

the Red Sea.

The Red Sea. We are less than 5 kilometers from the Saudi Arabian line and the land on the other side of these pictures is Egypt and I would have my feet on both if I had a multi-entry visa instead of a single entry one.....Oh well.

And this is my new friend...helping me work.

petra....not the band.

Today, I saw the neatest place I have ever seen...Petra. It is one of the seven wonders of the world, or seven wonders of the ancient world, or maybe "new" seven wonders of the world, or maybe it didn't make the "new" list...not sure, but regardless it was amazing. I have uploaded some pictures from today...these are a couple of just okay pictures that do not do the site justice at all. I just kind of walked around in awe all day of everything I saw...of this city that is basically chiseled into a series of desert mountains in Southern Jordan. I think, on some level, I see ancient history more like ancient fiction and I have a really hard time imagining those people of those time periods actually existing. We then made our way to the Red Sea to stay in this Bedouin Village....kind of resort (using the word resort VERY loosely) area. I drove....my first international driving experience....crazy! Police are stationed all up and down the roads and if they think (and I really mean think bc they don't have radar guns so it is totally subjective) you are speeding they step out into the road with this little plastic sign that says stop and they wave you over. Thankfully, this did not happen while I was driving because I also forgot my passport and had to go through a checkpoint without, but thankfully they guy didn't check.
Tomorrow....the beach. Enjoy the photos.

Elephant carved out of the wall

This is the Treasury. It is the main building people think of when they see Petra. You walk down this narrow cavern and suddenly, in front of you, is this......I am pretty sure my jaw dropped and I just couldn't speak. It opens up into the mountain, but you can only go up to the door. I mean really...I struggle to construct one of those little tooth pick houses and people were able, with no craftsmen tools or Sears, to produce works of art like this one. God made man a very talented being.

This is an massive amphitheater carved out of the mountain....ridiculous. This picture does nothing to capture this and it is only one small part, but each of those lines is a set of seats chiseled out and then there are box seats up top and a platform down below where people would fight or be killed.

Arab man playing an instrument (not really much more to say about this one...)

Camels....not sure I would ever get us to seeing these in real life.

Not even sure how this happens...how a tree grows up out of the mountain in the desert, and yet, here it is.

i like food.

Meals here have really been few and far between. Last night it was 10:30 before we ate any dinner and we hadn't even eaten lunch. We have just been busy and not done much eating, which is actually probably good for my body (I could stand to lose a few) and my running training. However, if the past few days have been famine, today was surely feast.

This is Knafeh pictured below, (which is spelled multiple ways) a middle eastern desert. In this picture it kind of looks like pizza with worms on top....which is gross...but it is actually gloriously delicious. It is a pastry that has cheese on the bottom, philo dough in the middle and a lightly sweet syrup on top with some crumbled up pistachios. After heading to East Amman today to see the Citadel (pictures to come it was amazing) we dashed into a little bakery where the girls introduced me to this treat. I have to make a point to have this again before I leave.

Today for dinner, I was exposed to a Jordanian delight called "booty bread"...this is not how they spell it, but this is how it is said and it is hilarious to say so we will go with it. It was a thin, fried, tortilla like thing and you dip it in hummus and olive oil. It was also amazing. This is Audrey holding up the booty bread.

Though I haven't eaten a ton of authentic middle eastern food since I have been here, I have liked everything I have tried....well, most everything ;)

Tomorrow morning I leave with the two oldest DeWitt girls and a college grad from Midtown to head down to Petra for a day and then Aqaba (the Red Sea beaches) for 2 nights. I am really looking forward to this. I have been to the place where Moses and the children of Israel are ending their journey and tomorrow I will be where it all began, the parting of the Red Sea on the borders of Egypt and Saudi Arabia. It will be neat to try and recreate in my mind and vision what that must have been like first to watch the seas part and then the Egyptians get swept away and then turn around and look ahead towards endless desert and an uncertain future. I am quick to judge the Israelites because I can't imagine doubting God after seeing the seas rise and part to my deliverance from certain death and yet, on my best day, I am really no different at all. Maybe a deeper level of humility will come from standing where they stood.

the opening.

This is the opening prayer in the Quran. It is what is recited at the call to prayer in the Middle East. It is an absolutely beautiful prayer. Since we believe that there is no other God, but our God, the Father of Abraham, Issac and Jacob, the gods of other religions do not exist, we can attribute all truth and beauty to our God. This prayer, although found in the Quran, if we just found it and read it, if it was written by Luther or if it was the opening of Paul's letter, we would say that everything it said was true of the character of our God.

"In the name of God (Allah), Most Gracious, Most Merciful. Praise be to God (Allah), the Cherisher and Sustainer of the Worlds; Most Gracious, Most Merciful; Master of the Day of Judgment. You do we worship, and Your aid do we seek. Show us the straight way. The way of those on whom You have bestowed Your Grace, those whose portion is not wrath, and who do not go astray."

the Dewitt girls.

Today I spent the afternoon with the lovely Dewitt girls (Dori, Audrey, and Livi). Audrey, the middle child, is a fun loving photographer (so she is behind the camera and not in the photos), so we enjoyed a random photo shoot while walking to the store....trees seem to be the common theme in most of these pictures. Enjoy!

Some Day 1 pictures

This image is a metal work statue at the top of Mount Nebo depicting the snake lifted up on a pole...

'They traveled from Mount Hor along the route to the Red Sea, to go around Edom. But the people grew impatient on the way; they spoke against God and against Moses, and said, "Why have you brought us up out of Egypt to die in the desert? There is no bread! There is no water! And we detest this miserable food! "Then the LORD sent venomous snakes among them; they bit the people and many Israelites died. The people came to Moses and said, "We sinned when we spoke against the LORD and against you. Pray that the LORD will take the snakes away from us." So Moses prayed for the people. The LORD said to Moses, "Make a snake and put it up on a pole; anyone who is bitten can look at it and live." So Moses made a bronze snake and put it up on a pole. Then when anyone was bitten by a snake and looked at the bronze snake, he lived."

This story is just one chapter after Moses strikes the rock and God brings forth water. How quickly does unthankfulness grow in our hearts....maybe this is why God is constantly telling the people to remember. This is also of course a sign point to the coming Messiah that would be hung on a pole for our eternal salvation.

This is a shot from inside the 12 springs of Moses

Inside the 12 springs of Moses looking up to Mount Nebo.

This is one of my favorite things I saw yesterday. These are sheep pens made out of bramble. When the Scripture refers to a "hedge of protection around us" this is what it means. It is a pen made out of bramble with only one door. The thistles make it impossible to get in any other way and the shepherd guards the door at night while the sheep are in it.

" Have You not made a hedge about him and his house and all that he has, on every side? You have blessed the work of his hands, and his possessions have increased in the land." Job 1:10

"What more was there to do for My vineyard that I have not done in it? Why, when I expected it to produce good grapes did it produce worthless ones?
"So now let Me tell you what I am going to do to My vineyard: I will remove its hedge and it will be consumed; I will break down its wall and it will become trampled ground. "I will lay it waste; It will not be pruned or hoed, But briars and thorns will come up, I will also charge the clouds to rain no rain on it." Isaiah 5:4-6

So many word pictures in Scripture are lost on us, so to see the actual thing that is being referred to makes what God is saying so real and filling.

Jordan-Day 1

Uploading takes forever, so I am in the process of uploading a video that will hopefully be finished when I wake up and below are all the photos uploaded so far. The internet here is not a fan of uploading things.

Day 1.
Today was absolutely gorgeous here in Jordan. It was about 70 degrees and the skies were clear. We drove out to see Mount Nebo and the 12 springs of Moses. Mount Nebo is where Moses stood to look at at the Promise land at the end of Deuteronomy. On one side of the mountain is the lush land of milk and honey and on the other side is desert. God shows him the land, but tells him he will only see it from there, that he will not be able to enter in. I can't imagine what it would have felt like...to have given your life and to have been faithful and not been allowed to see the promise fulfilled in your life.

Deuteronomy 4:1-4
Then Moses climbed Mount Nebo from the plains of Moab to the top of Pisgah, across from Jericho. There the LORD showed him the whole land—from Gilead to Dan, all of Naphtali, the territory of Ephraim and Manasseh, all the land of Judah as far as the western sea, the Negev and the whole region from the Valley of Jericho, the City of Palms, as far as Zoar. Then the LORD said to him, "This is the land I promised on oath to Abraham, Isaac and Jacob when I said, 'I will give it to your descendants.' I have let you see it with your eyes, but you will not cross over into it."

Kelli and I at the sign of Moses on Mount Nebo

The 12 springs is where the Isrealite people are thirsty and grumbling and the Lord tells Moses to strike the rock and water will begin flowing out and it does. This is actually depicted in two places in Scripture; Exodus 17 and Numbers 20. The amazing thing about this is I always picture like a water fountain amount of water with a few people gathered around. I forget that this was upwards of 4 million people and livestock that had to drink from this. This was not some small spring; water came bursting forth that cut a gorge through the valley and created rivers. When you go up to Mount Nebo and look back towards the springs the area immediately surrounding them is the only spot with green grass and trees in that whole area.

This was taken up above the 12 springs.

This is one of the only trees in the valley that I mentioned earlier. It is right above the springs. Jody and Kelli were attempting to reach all the way around. I, unsuccessfully in rainbow flip flops, tried to climb one.

Beautiful, but dangerously throny valley flower.

Never would have imagined seeing a Hardees in the Middle East...hilarious!

funny story.

I arrived in the airport, got money changed, got my visa and got through customs without a hitch. I went down to baggage claim and collected the bags I had checked. I had packed my belongings in a book bag and a small rolling suit case that I carried on and I had two checked rolling suitcases that were full of things for the family I am visiting. Once I did all of that I had to go the bathroom so I wheeled all the suitcases into the restroom, did my thing, and then started to leave. I had one suitcase sitting on top of another one and was rolling the other two. The only way to do this successfully was to walk backwards while rolling. There was a sweet Jordanian lady, dressed in the traditional chadar (headdress), "monitoring the bathroom." I passed her and gave her a nod as I was backing out the door and when I turned my head slightly to make sure I didn't run into the wall I saw someone out of the corner of my eye that I was about to run completely over. I gasped loudly and jumped, exlaiming, "I am so sorry." When I turned my head completely I found myself staring at.....myself in a full length mirror! It wasn't someone I was about to run over at all....it was my idiotic self in a mirror. I came face to face with the silly "I am so sorry face" I was making, which looked absolutely ridiculous. When I turned back around, the Jordanian lady was quietly laughing and smiling underneath her chadar. Thinking back on it, I imagine it was pretty fun to watch since she knew what was happening and I didn't! Silly American. How can I get a visa and get through customs without a problem and struggle to make it out of the bathroom?

Jordan.....the country?

I am leaving for Jordan today. Several people have said to me..."Jordan the country?" Maybe it is an odd place to go? When you say you are going to Brazil or Kenya people don't say..."Kenya the country?" Maybe it is just outside of most people's scopes.
I think I am all packed...a good friend actually packed my stuff for me while I tore my room to pieces trying to decide what I needed.....wonderful blessing. I am ready to go with my long, butt covering shirts...not that I really have anything worth covering, but alas. I think I have my toothbrush and that's all that really matters.....right? I don't really know at all what to expect. Maybe I'll see Petra, maybe I'll see the Dead Sea...who knows. I can imagine that whatever happens there, that simply being in that place and near those places that Scripture mentions so often will make the reality of Christianity more alive than ever. It is difficult for me to imagine being a place like that and not being overwhelmed by the fact that I am looking at what Moses saw and I am walking in places that Jesus walked. It will be a long 20 hours from now before I am there and this has actually been the most tiring stretch of days since I have been in Atlanta, so I am already pretty worn out and have been through a wide range of emotions in the last 48 hours because of it, but I am expectant. I am expectant that God is going to show me some pretty amazing things. I am praying for a few things for this trip:

1. A deeper glimpse into the heart of God for the nations from where it all began.
2. A deeper sense in my soul from walking in those places that the Scriptures are alive and active.
3. A burden in my heart to see Muslims step into the Kingdom.
4. An opportunity to open for us to bring back a group of women later in the year.
5. And on the not so spiritual, but oh so spiritual side....SLEEP on the plane

I have a video camera, a picture camera (neither of which I own) and my computer, so hopefully those items will be making there way onto here before I get back.

Grace and Peace

So, I think I want to go to Jordan......next week.

I am going to Jordan.....the country.....on Monday. This is very spur of the moment, very unplanned, kind of like a trip to the mall would be, but you need a passport and a visa to get there. The conversation I had with the pastor's wife at Grace went something like this.

Jody, "So, I decided yesterday that I wanted to go to Jordan....so i am going next week."
Me, "Do you know what day you are wanting to go?" (never fathoming she already had a ticket)
Jody, "Yeah, my plane leaves next Thursday."
Me, "Oh......Oh......wow.......okay."
Jody, "Do you want to come.....I want you to go.....do you think you can go......?"
Me, "Like you need a ride to the airport....like that kind of go?"
Jody, "No, like I want you to go....to Jordan"
Me, "__________________________________" (this "___________" denotes silence and a wide open mouth)
Jody, "What do you think?"
Me, "__________________________" "I'm going to need you to repeat everything you just said"

So, I am going on Monday to the Middle East. I am actually traveling by myself. Jody has already left and I am in charge of a conference this weekend, so I will fly out when that is over. I haven't begun to think about what I need or what to pack. I hope I don't need immunizations (which last night I couldn't think of the word for and kept calling them vaccinations), but I don't think I do because I got about a dozen in December. All I know is that i need shirts that cover my butt, apparently, and the unfortunate thing is I am not really a fan of that style on myself.
It seems like spur of the moment trips/events/anything is how Grace does things. Trips to foreign countries or large, 500 people conferences come about similarly to the way trips to the grocery store or a friends house might come about...."Hey, I think I want to go to the store later"......"I think I want to go to the middle east next week"......okay, sounds great!

rubbermaid makes poor sleds.

This is a video Trey made from the day it snowed and we tried our darndest to go sledding. This is the first attempt with rubbermaid container lids. The second attempt was with a large piece of corrugated metal (with nails) we "borrowed" from......someone. When I watched this I laughed so hard, I cried and then I watched it again!

My Playful Wifey from Trey Boden on Vimeo.

a lavishing kind of love.

This is an excerpt from one of Henri Nouwen's books, "The Inner Voice of Love" He is one of my favorite authors. This book was written out of an extreme place of pain for him, so it is very honest and raw. It is about inner healing and wholeness. This particular excerpt is called Love Deeply....its about a kind of life that rises above the human condition....the type of love Jesus both spoke about and lived out....a type of love that I am nowhere close to being able to live out, but long for.

"Do not hesitate to love and to love deeply. You might be afraid of the pain that deep love can cause. When those you love deeply reject you, leave you, or die, your heart will be broken. But that should not hold you back from loving deeply. The pain that comes from deep love makes your love ever more fruitful. IT is like a plow that breaks the ground to allow the seed to take root and grow into a strong plant. Every time you experience the pain of rejection, absence, or death, you are faced with a choice. You can become bitter and decide not to love again, or you can stand straight in your pain and let the soil on which you stand become richer and more able to give life to new seeds.
The more you have loved and have allowed yourself to suffer because of your love, the more you will be able to let your heart grow wider and deeper. When your love is truly givng and receiving, those whom you love will not leave your heart even when they depart from you. They will become part of your self and thus gradually build a community within you.
Those you have deeply loved become part of you. The longer you live, there will always be more people to be loved by you and to become part of your inner community. The wider your inner community becomes, the more easily you will recognize your own brothers and sisters in the strangers around you. Those who are alive within you will recognize those who are alive around you. The wider the community of your heart, the wider the community around you. Thus the pain of rejection, absence, and eath can become fruitful. Yes, as you love deeply the ground of your heart will be broken more and more, but you will rejoice in the abundance of the fruit it will bear."

tonight I was reminded...

Tonight, for the first time since I left Texas, I got to hang out with high school students. I helped out with a 2 hour basic faith class the student ministry does for students who want to go deeper in their walk. I have missed working with students so much. For me it is that place where I come alive. You know that place where you find yourself thinking, "This is what I was made to do." Tonight I was reminded of all the reasons I love working with students and though a lot of things in ministry are the same no matter what demographic you are working with, there are certain things that can only be experienced while working with students.....here are just a few of the things I love...

1. They pray the most hilarious and yet, sincere prayers that begin with statements like, "Hey God, its me Hannah" and end with things like "Talk to you later."
2. A game as stupid as a contest tossing M&M's in one another's mouths is the greatest thing ever.
3. I can listen to them talk and find myself wondering if my faith in God and my love for other people is as deep as theirs.
4. They answer questions from their leader like, "Who can bring something special for the party next week" with statements like...."I'll bring myself."
5. They want to change the world and they believe that they can do it.
6. Though they may have moments of self consciousness they can be so care free and make you want to let down your adult guards and just have a good time.
7. They are capable of deep levels of love...even for people they don't know well or people that are very different from them.
8. They keep you honest.

The reasons I love working with them are really endless, but these are just some I thought about tonight as I walked with them. I know the Lord has me here for a reason and I am thankful I will get to share in a little way in the lives of these students. I think they make me a better me.

i thought it was a blanket.

On Monday nights I meet with these group of women for a thing called Listening Prayer. The house that we meet in is always freezing...not sure they believe in running the heat. I think they are both incredibly hot natured or either were Eskimos in another life because sure enough they keep their house temp set at 50 degrees. Every week women come in with blankets and heavy jackets...one week a lady even brought her on space heater, which I thought was hilarious. Anyway, tonight the house was particularly cold and for some reason I am never prepared like these other ladies are, so I was not dressed for a blizzard and was therefore, freezing. There was a blanket draped on the side of the couch so I grabbed it from my chair and wrapped up in it not thinking anything of it. One of the ladies on the couch looked at me and said, "Covering up with whatever you can find huh?" (Still thinking nothing of it) I said..."Yep, it is there for decoration, it might as well keep me warm." About halfway through the night I shifted in my seat and adjusted the "blanket" and that is when I noticed......the neck hole....this was not a blanket.....it was a lady's shawl. Feeling a little bit like a.....not really sure what to say here....I slowly slipped the shawl off of myself and draped it over the chair next to me. At the end of the night I saw the same lady who had asked me about it, put it over her neck and leave....I mean the thing looked just like a blanket....How was I supposed to know? I feel like I find myself in moments like these a lot....where I do something slightly, or not so slightly, embarrasing, but I'm the only one who doesn't really know I have done it and then later I will catch on and feel even more embarrased. This is one of the intricacies of being me.

life and destruction.

I sponsor a little girl through Compassion International. Since the earthquake in Haiti, I get a letter about once a week asking for monetary help for all of the children in need in that country. The devastation is great. This type of destruction is not something that we have never seen before; the earthquake in the Indian ocean that caused a Tsunami in 2004 that killed nearly 250,000 people in 14 countries, hurricane Katrina in 2005, the cyclone that hit Burma in 2008, the earthquake that devastated China in 2008, the earthquake that just hit Haiti and the one that just wrecked Chile. Tragedies like these are not uncommon and yet when they happen somewhere inside we cry, "This is not how things should be."
Hurricane Katrina hit in the Fall of 2005 and I was graduating from Clemson that December. In lieu of the graduation ceremony I went with a team down to Biloxi, Mississippi to help with the relief effort. I remember walking around in that devastation, astounded....speechless....feeling like the destruction was just to overwhelming...a lost cause...like our little effort was a small drop of water in the ocean and in many ways it was.
I love John chapter 1...it might be my very favorite chapter of the Bible. I love verse 14 where it says, "The Word became flesh and took up residence among us." I remember walking around in Biloxi thinking, "Maybe this is a small picture of what it was like for Jesus when He put on flesh and came down....walking among the destruction of the beautiful thing that He once created and called "good." The sorrow He must have felt, watching His creation in ruins, fighting over resources, scrambling to find food and family, knowing that this is not how it was supposed to be. We were made to have life and have it to the full and yet, so often, in this world, we dwell in destruction. When I think about Haiti and see photos or news footage, I am reminded of the same picture.
Thank goodness the story doesn't end there...the destruction is not the end. With Easter rapidly approaching it is ever more on my mind that Jesus, through His putting on flesh and dwelling among us, has redeemed the destruction through His death and resurection, and ushered in His Kingdom of light. "That Light shines in the darkness, yet the darkness did not overcome it." John 1:5 And that we are ambassadors for Him, called to use our resources to push back the darkness in the world, to "rebuild the ancient ruins; restore the foundations laid long ago; you will be called the repairer of broken walls, the restorer of streets where people live." (Isaiah 58:12; and not only that, but that one day He will come back and bring His Kingdom down and destruction will be no more. Until then, let us be repairers and restorers here on earth.

Some photos of Haiti

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my favorite day of the year...or one of them

I LOVE daylight savings time! I understand that we "lose" an hour of sleep (although technically we don't really lose it...kind of like a plane trip across a time zone) and that people really don't like that, and I am not a huge fan of that either, but I am very willing to let go of that one measly little hour to obtain a much greater thing....light. My least favorite time of the year is when it is dark before 6:00 p.m. I feel like the day is too short and like I can't do anything. I get off of work and walk out into darkness and that is just not okay with me...because I feel like its bedtime and I don't like to go to bed really early. I will look at the clock thinking it must be midnight and really it is only 8:30. But when the time changes and work ends and I still have 2 more hours of sunlight to frolic in (using frolic here because it sounds better than 'do things' not because I would actually frolic).....I can't think of anything more exciting. I love being outside and being with others who enjoy being outside and in the working world that normally only happens in the evenings or on the weekends. I will gladly part with that one hour to have months of daylight until 8. It just does something inside of my soul when this time of year comes around.

Tex-Mex Extravaganza

Before I moved to Texas I would have said that Mexican was my least favorite type of food. My friends in college loved it and always wanted to go, so I would just eat basket loads of free chips and if I was feeling a little edgy....a taco. But I didn't like it much at all. I wasn't very adventurous with sauces, peppers and onions or spicy things.....some might say things with flavor. And then...I moved to Texas and apparently not liking Mexican food in Texas is similar to bad mouthing the Pope in Rome...it is unacceptable. Texans will quickly tell you that their Mexican food is unlike Mexican food anywhere else in the country and they refer to it as Tex-Mex. This is something I would have (and probably did) scoff at in the beginning, but after almost 4 years there I will have to agree with them...it is very different indeed. While I was there, I got sucked into the Tex-Mex vortex and surprisingly, it made it on the top 5 list of reasons it was hard to leave Texas.
Since I left I have been craving it like crazy, because it is not just that Texans love it...it is a staple to them. When people are deciding to go out to eat, Tex-Mex is always in the mix of choices and normally is what people settle on. I discovered that one of my favorite places in Fort Worth, Uncle Julio's, has two locations in Atlanta and I was so excited. I was worried that because it isn't Texas the food would be different so I knew I wanted to check it out. Last night I had talked some new friends into going down with me to try it!
Here are those friends....Thank you ladies so much for humoring me!
And here is my plate...
This is actually not all that came on my plate along with chips and tortillas, so there is actually some sitting in my fridge right now that I am very excited about. The food was just how I remembered it. I will be going again....and again.....and probably again.

O.....possum.

Last night I was coming home from a friends house when "tragedy" struck...I hit a possum. One of this little guys......cousins.
Let me set the scene for you. It was late at night on a dark rural road. I am driving along in my Honda Civic and there is a car probably a mile or so ahead of me. Suddenly, I see this...we'll just call it a blob...in the road, and I assumed it was already roadkill. I didn't have enough time to swerve, so I tried to straddle it with my tires so it would go under my car and I wouldn't give him a second death. When I got close enough, my lights shone on him and I saw him lift his little possum head (the car ahead of me had delivered the first, but not fatal, blow), he looked at me and it was like one of those classic Hollywood slow motion moments where our eyes locked, everything slowed down and we both knew what was about to happen...and that is when I heard IT....the unmistakable THUNK!!!! I closed my eyes in a knee jerk, mortified reaction....I had just killed a living creature. I no longer drove a high riding Jeep Grand Cherokee that would have cruised over him with no problem...I drove a lowrider Honda Civic, that delivered the final and fatal blow to Mr. Possum. If I still had my Jeep, or if I had been able to swerve maybe his life would have been saved, or maybe it was already to late for this fine possum friend...I guess I will never know. I can only apologize to frequent road kill creatures everywhere and say that I will try to do better next time.